They are just accidents...right? right.....

Chapter 10: The shell and the glasses
Perspective: Piggy

Its been a long hard day for me and ralph. We are trying to tell everyone that it was just a accident that simon died, i couldnt stop feeling the badness inside. As jack was telling everyone that it was the beast trying to diguise himself i then realized how mean the kids are getting and how hard it is for me and ralph to go through with this barmy situation. I couldnt take this and kept on telling ralph and the others that it was just an accident. Yeah that what it was a accident. I kept on hearing ralph say that we murdered simon but i didnt want to hear it and i just kept on saying excusses. As the long hard day went on we all had to feel something but we couldnt because we didnt realize how we could of just killed simon. I knew where these boys were going but didnt want to confess because i would of felt purged. As ralph and jack's camps split up i wonder if i would make it.
That night we were sleeping quitely and were all losing intrest in the signal fire. I wonder how illumination made jack and his camp could handle life the way they do. I cant believe we cant all just get along. As the whole group was quiet and ready to go to sleep we all heard a loud noise in the wind. I got worryed if something bad and big was coming at us. We all heard it was jack and his men. They came and started to fight with us. Jack eventually runs over to my area pushes me down and grabs my glasses then runs off with his boys. I was so mad i just wanted him dead. I started theologically running after him for couple steps then stopped. Ralph could not believe it and was mad too. We all including me were wondering how life would be with jack having the power of fire in his own hands.