Hope fading

Chapter 5: Best from the water
Perspective: Simon

I hope this meeting will be a good one because of jack's lack of listening to ralph and the littluns scared so much of the beastie. I just hope everything will turn out right i hope. As i walked into the meeting that ralph called i realized that jack and his hunters were discursive as they walked into the the meeting. As ralph discussed the manners that the groups been having it sounded to me very ludicrous of jack and his hunters to not even listen and pretend like it was like there wasnt even a meeting. After the meeting went on jack and his hunters left in a mad mood like they hated every bit of it. They danced and chanted while walked off for only one goal of theres, to kill the beastie. I couldnt believe this group of people have gone for good to horrible listeners. i cant believe they think they can just do whatever they want, well i didnt say that outloud just thought it.
The next day i walked over to ralph with piggy. As i got over there ralph was pasing thinking in deep thought. We asked what was wrong and suddenly ralph looked up at us in anger. He starts off with a strong discussion about the rules that he has and how he doesnt know what to do because noone is following them. He then mentioned in a way that he wanted to quit being the leader of the boys, all of a sudden i stood in shock about to scream. I told him in the best way possible that i wanted him to stay. He stood there for a minute and sayed that he would think about it. I still didnt feel great about what he said and just went throughtout the day in lost of hope and courage that i used to feel. Couldn't believe the boys made it come to this already and we havent even been here that long. I slept that night harder than i've slept since the day we got on this island. The moment i finally fell asleep i heard a strange screaming like lamentation fade in the distance of the island but never took the time to get up and se what it was and just went right back to sleep. I dreamed of the boys being very tempestuosly. As i knew that the incantation of ralph's voice not working i knew this island was going to come down hill sooner or later.